Hey there everyone!
Ohhhh I have no Idea where to start =/ I guess I will start where I left the last journal entry, that way I can fit all the terrible that has happen to me over the last year and a bit that has kept me away from DA.
SO Moving in with my cuz... Good Idea in theory...However that's where it went all down hill... So we move in together along with a friend of his in to this cute little basement apartment. But both of them wouldn't stop smoking weed in side the house! I am the first to admit that I do indulge in the "Hemp Joins" (If any one even gets that reference), However I do it out doors or with friends in their cars. Because you see, the smell sticks to things and will make some if the art that I wanted to work on stink, and I couldn't sell it if it smelled like WEED! so I asked them to respect my space as well and do that outside, but did those dirty potheads listen? NO! Sooo I had to pull the whole "GTFO or I call the cops" and they moved out. After that I had a girl named Megan move in, and a guy named Cam. Well everything was going good with Megan but Cam was really messy! So long story short he was being a gorse boy in a house of women, so we came to the decision he left as well. That's when I let Megan sign the lease, and a new room mate moved in Sammy. Well letting Megan sign the lease was the worst thing I could have done! it was a total 360 turn! she started hoarding rotting food in her room! there was a Burger in her closet from November to Feb! she also started stealing my stuff and telling the upstairs neighbours that I was abusive! like WTF! So then when winter hit I found out that the neighbours who had control over the heating didn't feel the need to turn it up past 18c and that meant it was only 16c in the basement when it was like -40c! so I reached out to the land lord for help, and being sleaze as they where they did nothing. I ended up having to call the health inspectors in to the apartment to help with things. that's when the heating was taken care of because all rooms must be maintained at 22c. Mean while Sammy.... Oh man... So he was nice enough, very clean and friendly... He paid the rent... with no so clean money... He had a full time job and all that but he was very well off business smart making money in the shady market. Mail man by day, drug dealer/ pimp by night. Though he NEVER brought his job home with him and I liked that >> I didn't care how he got the money as long as he paid rent! So while all this Drama is happening, I feel like I am going crazy, hate my life and am super depressed because not only am I dealing with this shit at home but at work I am being treated like I am mentally handicap, and that was a good day, other days I was being treated like dirt, and being told I was worth nothing more then dirt at work and at home. Oil and Vinegar was where I ended up after I moved in to the new place, they promised more hours, health care and more pay. This I needed because Michaels the craft store is a typical big corp. place and will not give their employees enough to live because that means they come in at a lose. Any how, There is a Bit of good news in all this! I had my last court case! If anyone has read these journals at all, you might know I was Raped quite awhile back ago (about 4 yrs) and well he finally went to Jail! 2yrs 4 months! but I was late for work because of court... My manager called me a freaked out on me for not calling while I was in COURT! that night I went home and emailed my resignation. they next day she came in with it and fired me after telling me "I have no respect for you or your rape case". Ya if you live in Calgary I suggest no going to Oil and Vinegar in the Core down town because the owner is a straight up Bitch. Anyhow like 3 days later I was employed again for Butter Cream Bake Shop! what better way to recover but with cupcakes, right? WRONG! the manager there is Cray Cray! they used cameras to spy on us and tried to get me do work for them for free! So I called Alberta labour bored on them.... Then I was Fired... So here is the BIG bubble over of both work life, and home life... Keep in mind, everything I am about to type All happen in one day.... Get up go to work, find my shift had been cancelled no notice, Go to my Boy friends place, Get a Call, I am fired. Go home to get my other uniform shirt to give back and the key for the second location, Go to check my laptop for some quick job listings, Laptop screen breaks 100%, leave the house to go hand in my stuff back to the store, bus leaves me at the bus stop... twice... Look at my wallet for my bus pass, its in there but my credit card, debit card and air miles are missing, get home they are not at home, call my BF as if I left them there and he says no, dropped my cell it shatters, switch out sim card in to shitty back up flip phone, get a voice mail telling me I am being evicted, go to get bubble tea with a friend, slip and fall down 3 stairs on the ice, smash my shoulder in to the ice, and it drops a good 1" inch to 1 1/2" inch. I decided I would really be ok with the icicles above me to fall and kill me..... But ya that was a Monday. Any how after all that shit goes down I get the fuck out of dodge! and now I am all moved in with my Awesome Boy friend Nigz! (
nigz.deviantart.com/) and I am now working for Shaw! and that's been going pretty good! Things have been slowly improving for me, and I am happy for that but just going through the last year and a bit I am still suffering for depression and I decided to go get help for it and was told, in a nut shell that because I haven't tried to kill my self yet, so I am just fine and I should deal with it. Then I was told and I quote "We are not a good luck clinic we don't hand out good luck". I wanted to tell that Doctor to go fuck himself.... But ya so now I have just been trying to deal with it the only way I know, and that's to repress it and continue to fake it till I make it. I mean there is a lot more shit in between all that but the next Olympics is in about a years time or so, and I am sure you guys would like to see that..... *Ahem* >>....<<....>>...
Good High lights of the year though is that I got to LAS VEGAS! and I hated it... However I decided I went in the middle of the mess listed above so I need to give it another shot when I am less bitter and less depressed. And I got to Walt Disney World!!!! BEST EVER! I honestly never wanted to leave
and I met an Online friend that I have known for 10yrs!
Anyhow I am trying to get more back in to art and actually doing things, however I am doing this in baby steps. I am also trying out this whole social media thing, I now have a Twitter, Instagram, Snap Chat, tumblr, and facebook (links coming soon).... well I have always had facebook, all the other ones are newish. So keep an eye out for anything new ^.^
I will let you guys go now and I will catch up later!
Bye bye!